Its Okay to Be Afraid.

Hey guys, today I just wanna share with you guys that its okay to be afraid. I'm sure that many of you, or should i say EVERYONE OF YOU are afraid of something. Maybe its normal fears like, fear of animals or things or just someone. Or maybe it could be that your afraid of something that might happen? The fear I'm going to talk about today is the fear or something that is going to happen.
So... I'm sure some of you are afraid of something that might happen, be it losing someone, the problems that may grow or even 'yourself'. Your afraid to lose that important someone, that someone who you can rely on, the one whose important to you. Your afraid that the person will forget you one day, right? But let me tell you this, if that person really cares about you, you won't have to feel afraid, you wouldn't have to keep doing something to make sure your close to that person. Think about it, if that person really cares for you, you wouldn't have to make yourself feel this way, that person would make you feel safe and comfortable, not uncomfortable and crappy about yourself. But... I'm quite sure there's some of you out there who can't bear to leave that important someone, right? Well, in this case, you'll really have to trust that person, be patient and just wait for something to happen or change. Have faith in that person, but dun let your hopes be too high though, you have to be prepared of whatever that might happen. And if anything happens, I wan you to know that ITS OKAY! You can cry if you want, dun hide your tears, JUST LET IT ALL OUT! & you have to know that...

"Your not the one who didn't even try, you already did your best! Dun blame yourself for something that you knew somewhere in your heart that it was going to happen! "

Honestly, if she/he really thought you were important, they wouldn't leave no matter what, they would try their best to solve whatever problem there was. And I'm definitely sure, DEFINITELY, that you will meet that someone who will really appreciate you for who you are no matter how weird you are, why waste your efforts on someone who doesn't care instead of just looking right in front of you, there's always been that one person who was there for you whenever you needed it. Its NOT that there was no one there, its just that you need to REALISE that person. Well, so its okay to be afraid of what might happen in the future. Oh and a tip for you now is if your afraid, do the things that you want to do, make sure that if anything happens, YOU! Yourself know that you REGRET NOTHING, make sure that your contented with what you actually could do. BUT BUT BUT! If things worked out with just patience, then I'm really really happy for you~ Some things are like... All you need is time to see what could happen or wad you could do, so don't put so much pressure on yourself. ITS OKAY TO BE AFRAID! It shows that you actually cherish the person. You can't stop what's going to happen sooner or later, just let it happen and let go... Who knows? There might be someone you meet in the future who makes you feel much much much happier and you'll realise that it was the right choice to let go, am i right? Anyways, whatever happens, know that you weren't the one who didn't try and there will be people who will be there for you no matter what happens. SO DON'T FEEL SO CRAPPY ABOUT YOURSELF!

Thats probably what I wanna say, this blog post goes out to my friend who I'll always be there for~ Love ya~ REMEMBER THAT I'M THERE FOR YOU AND YOUR NOT ALONE!!! :D

Your Not Alone.

Hey guys, today I'm just gonna share with you some random thoughts I've had. This post is also for anyone who feels like their alone and there's nobody, just nobody that will be there for them.

I'm sure you feel very depressed and just even maybe thought about suicide before at least ONCE in your life. There are many things that everyone has been through that made them have many many many negative thoughts and feelings. You probably felt like SHYT! People treat you like shyt and you just watch them do that without saying a single word or doing a single shyt. You just wonder to yourself "What have I done to actually deserve this?" , "Why do they treat me like this when I've not even done anything to them?". Then you'll start to think that life's unfair and you just can't take it anymore. You start to isolate yourself from the world and think about all the negative things possible. You start to feel like a useless person, being a burden to the people around you and you just wanna run away from this harsh reality... BUT! but but but but but... Do you think that running away is going to help at all? Some people told me this "If everyone's life is unfair, then doesn't that make life fair?" I think that is actually quite true cos as days pass and i get to know more people and their problems, I realised that actually there are many people going through similar problems, your not the only one. Life is the hardest thing to go through but once you truly understand and meet the right people, then that's only the beginning. ;) So I guess the main thing I want you to know is that, YOUR NOT ALONE! I know I'm just some random person saying these things but I believe that no one is alone. There's always that one person that will be there for you no matter what! Even if you really think there's no one in mind now, but maybe that's because that person has not come to your life yet. I really think that if you want to be happy, you have to be patient and understanding. Think about the bright side of things~ Especially for me, I used to be a really negative, pessimistic and paranoid person but thanks to the people I've met, they've played a HUGE PART in changing my life and who I am now is all thanks to THEM! So if any of my friends/family sees this, I want you to know that I love you and without you, I wouldn't be who I am today, so YOUR AWESOME!

Loneliness is probably one of the worst feelings you can ever feel, to feel like your existence is just a nuisance to the world... That its better to just go away and never come back. Well, as time passes, you'll start to realise that there are people who need you, there are people who'll miss you, there are people waiting to meet you so that they can love you... They'll go to you and say "Don't cry, things will be fine, I'll be here for you." or "You'll never have to hide your tears again cos I'll be there to see you let everything out." So just be Patient, who knows what might happen is you just wait a little longer? ;) Don't rush things, you might meet the wrong people, just wait for it to naturally happen~ & remember, YOUR NOT ALONE! So SMILE!

Here's a song that is called "Your not alone" from an anime called "Kaichou Wa Maid Sama".
It no lyrics but just hear it~ I felt so much better after hearing it~