Your Not Alone.

Hey guys, today I'm just gonna share with you some random thoughts I've had. This post is also for anyone who feels like their alone and there's nobody, just nobody that will be there for them.

I'm sure you feel very depressed and just even maybe thought about suicide before at least ONCE in your life. There are many things that everyone has been through that made them have many many many negative thoughts and feelings. You probably felt like SHYT! People treat you like shyt and you just watch them do that without saying a single word or doing a single shyt. You just wonder to yourself "What have I done to actually deserve this?" , "Why do they treat me like this when I've not even done anything to them?". Then you'll start to think that life's unfair and you just can't take it anymore. You start to isolate yourself from the world and think about all the negative things possible. You start to feel like a useless person, being a burden to the people around you and you just wanna run away from this harsh reality... BUT! but but but but but... Do you think that running away is going to help at all? Some people told me this "If everyone's life is unfair, then doesn't that make life fair?" I think that is actually quite true cos as days pass and i get to know more people and their problems, I realised that actually there are many people going through similar problems, your not the only one. Life is the hardest thing to go through but once you truly understand and meet the right people, then that's only the beginning. ;) So I guess the main thing I want you to know is that, YOUR NOT ALONE! I know I'm just some random person saying these things but I believe that no one is alone. There's always that one person that will be there for you no matter what! Even if you really think there's no one in mind now, but maybe that's because that person has not come to your life yet. I really think that if you want to be happy, you have to be patient and understanding. Think about the bright side of things~ Especially for me, I used to be a really negative, pessimistic and paranoid person but thanks to the people I've met, they've played a HUGE PART in changing my life and who I am now is all thanks to THEM! So if any of my friends/family sees this, I want you to know that I love you and without you, I wouldn't be who I am today, so YOUR AWESOME!

Loneliness is probably one of the worst feelings you can ever feel, to feel like your existence is just a nuisance to the world... That its better to just go away and never come back. Well, as time passes, you'll start to realise that there are people who need you, there are people who'll miss you, there are people waiting to meet you so that they can love you... They'll go to you and say "Don't cry, things will be fine, I'll be here for you." or "You'll never have to hide your tears again cos I'll be there to see you let everything out." So just be Patient, who knows what might happen is you just wait a little longer? ;) Don't rush things, you might meet the wrong people, just wait for it to naturally happen~ & remember, YOUR NOT ALONE! So SMILE!

Here's a song that is called "Your not alone" from an anime called "Kaichou Wa Maid Sama".
It no lyrics but just hear it~ I felt so much better after hearing it~